Wednesday, July 16, 2008

From Rihana to Feker - Nov 2007

[ MAJORITY OF THE PART EXCLUDED - FOR THE SAKE OF PRIVACY]

> > ... life is a cruel joke, a game mitisha and we're> constantly losing....> I guess you know your strength> at such moments when the whole world starts> crumbling right infront of your eyes. Not a single> day mitisha, did anyone witness tears. > > Yehen sesema men endetesemagn yemenegrebet kale> eskahun altefeterem. It's beyond my ability to say a> fraction of the things that went through me... ones When> one lady gave birth at a young age, me and my mother had a huge> fight cuz, when driving back from the hospital i was> simply unable to control myself and was saying a> bunch of things and i got furious when she> disregarded all that i was saying with a smirk on> her face as if - men aytesh. It was all normal to> her - life rarely delivers. Having shattered dreams> and broken hearts are just norms which apparently> will live to see. " Wiii lej selehonsh new" alechegn.> "MANEW LEJ!!! Ene" alku ... ketel neber yalkut...> wey gud... ewnetem Lej. Menun ayten, menun awken...> legna life is filled with roses and possibilities are> endless... we've guaranteed happiness to ourselves...> it's a given aydel ende.... > Mitiye " lebe ket ale" yebal> yele... weyne yeneko ale! mamen new yakategn. I honeslty don't know> what she went though i honestly don't even wanna> know. All the conversations and all the things we> went through just flashed right in front of my eyes.> All the certainty about what was to come, all that> hope... puff ... gone into to thin air... ande ken> aberesh kuch beye aweraleshalew.,... maybe by then> it will have worn off...haaa... isn't that what> happens ....- shit happens and tomorrow is another> day... the impressions it leaves on us ... maybe> that will be for a life time... men leben> endemisebrew tawkiyalesh lela... if say ppl like> my mom hear this... MENEM AYMESLACHEWMEN -- what> else is new aynet new yemihonew eko... aygermem> becka nuro leb sebera lihon new malet new...> > Weyne Ya Allah, and look at our all our> philosophies and our convictions about our lives...> mitisha hulem metseleye aleben... life's surprises> are endless ... wey gud wehaw ketene eyalen eko new> eyenoren yalenew... our biggest worry being school> ... or things related... what do you do when it's> something you have no control over? Do you just sit> still and live through the pain. Mitiye ene> bebekule, i can't do it. I need to be in control of> my life ... what? u just sit and wait for the moment> to pass, that moment where you would more than be> happy to give up life itself... enes alawkem ....> wiii Ya Allah ... Beka nuro eko men endehone> tawkiyalesh yene wed - TENORENA TEMOTE - yagere sew> belo cheresotal ...> > yebkagn mitisha, let me not wake my deepest fears> .... wedeshalew...

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