Thursday, July 17, 2008

From Rihana to Feker - Spring break, 2008

> Darlin, Kedamew endet yezoshal? Mitiye, i'm in one
> of my panicking moments. I have three papers to hand
> in by friday ena i'm freaking out. Beza lay i don't
> have time here to do it, with all the socializing
> stuff. Allah alegn mechem. I can't believe i keep
> messin up in the last minute - alastelam... gen my
> media paper written in only a couple hours turned
> out to be cool... ( ayesh What that dude Paulo said,
> once you know your destiny the universe conspires to
> help you walk in that direction) Becha wede wana
> wereye legwaz.
>
> Last night i went to see the lady in Colorado, awekshat aydel? ( oh
> and before that i got my hair done, i look dead
> gorgeous! - men yaregal Moho will take its toll on
> me in a couple days) becha, i'm not use if i've told
> you that she got married. When i heard about it in
> Addis i wasn't sure about the situation, you know
> the guy might have married her for her papers or.. i
> wasn't sure where exactly they would live... you
> know those kinds of logistics... Becha we she
> started telling me how they met and all that good
> stuff. Well she didn't meet him through family,
> which is a good thing, especially being from a
> family with great potential to be nosy. He's a
> lawyer working in Addis. Becha, from all the things
> she was talking about, she was telling me how this
> time she's so sure that this is the man she wants to
> be with. It was great, cuz through out the years i
> can't even begin to tell you how many guys she
> turned down for one reason or another. Gen this time
> she said the classic cliché " BEKA
> BEWESTE TAWEKEGN"!!!!!!!!!!!! Ay bewest metawek.
> Even tho i was very happy for her, it was too much
> and my pessimist self would not lie still. One was
> how in the world did she survive all these years
> ALONE? as if she knew what i was thinking merdoyen
> atnegregn meselesh. she was like - it's hard being
> alone and that i should be open to relationships,
> mitiye only about a year ago she was telling me how
> young i was and how i shouldn't be thinking about
> these things bla bla. Now it's a whole other story.
> Can you believe, the lady who thought i was crazy
> for wanting to go back home, had decided she'd do
> the exact same thing in only a couple of years!!!
> Becha men elalew... yegnanew mecheresha yasayen
> beye.... keza she wanted me to tell her about my
> 'experiences' yeah right!, becha yeferedebet E
> tenesana, i told her about him....
> Mitisha you know what was so funny? i feel
> like i talk about different guys depending on the
> situation. It's the crazies thing. And what is more
> crazy is that at every different occasion, i feel
> like may be 'this' person was the best one for me.
> Like i said "this" person being different with every
> occasion. I just felt it yesterday. I was telling
> her about E and i was feeling like oh shit,
> things have been amazing if i ended up with him. Gen
> believe me, if i was in a different situation, i
> would start thinking oh maybe Y would be the best
> thing. Mitiye, am i thinking that i'm living in a
> stinking NOVEL!!! i'm not kidding, Ahun telant i was
> thinking oh maybe i did like Elias the most!? Gen
> later on, wii ere aydelem M’s... Mitiye... i have
> no heart i'm telling you. Derew biyaskemetugn
> sayeshal alkerem. Betam new gen yemigermew.
> Becha at the end of the day, When i hear people
> like the lady and the uncle about the importance of
> relationships, well i choke and freak out and all
> that stuff. GUDACHEN NEW YEMIYASBELEGN. bekerb
> ametat agere tekleye begeba endaygermesh
> lemanegnawem.
> ... Mitiye,.. i just finished eating an amazing
> breakfast Hana just cooked, mitisha ende arogit all
> i do is chill around and they take care of me eshi.
> Mechem allah yestachew. Oh shit and i don't even
> know how i'm going to drive from Hartford to Moho
> tomorrow night! I don't want to ask him to come
> and pick me up at midnight. Gude fela eshi! Becha
> darlin... yekebaterkutenem alawkem. Hana is sitting
> next to me so tenesh lawarat.....mua mua mua
>

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