Wednesday, July 16, 2008

From Rihana to Feker - Nove 2, 2007

> darlin darlin, Awkeshelegnal... midterms are
> stressin me out. I'm done with two already and am
> working on two papers which i've to hand in by
> sunday. But this is the least of my problems.
> Mitisha, i get an average of 4 hours of sleep
> everynight. Siyakebtegn kene yebretesebu gar geteme... oh
> shit darling


> Mitiye, students at AUC - lemamen new yemikebdesh!!!
> Enesum cheresew, college degree alen yelalu! It's
> the crazies thing - It's
> practically EPCS in cairo, i don't want to
> generalize - but these ppl spend there time
> socializing, make arguments loudly ( literally)
> without backing it up ( have i told you this girl
> in my class that confidently said that marx was
> boring and she couldn't stand doing his reading -
> this my friend, she's saying to the proff. Another
> kid claimed that he supports Israel, because "the
> Palestinians where lousy people" - at least this
> wasn't in class... i guess that might be worse since
a prof isn't there to argue back with him. All
> in all, these ppl haven't made the transition from
> highschool to college. Betarik jemere
> selemalcheresew... Mead algash lay enegenagh!
> Anyhoo, yeah, ____ does in no way understand that
> i actually need time to read... wiii mitisha koy
> lela ken be arif huneta negreshalew... kelal
> ayaderkegnem.. wiii lakum, it seems i'm
> contradicting myself... but like i said it's
> something i can handle since it's only a couple of
> weeks... (___ actually had said, like the other day,
> that i was too selfish…
> wiii mitisha ye Cairo drama i feel like i'm back in
> high school) ... yi yi endet doma honk bey selezi
> lakum... shit i can't - there is o soooooo much i want
> to tell you ,,,,,
>
> You know what i've realized though mitisha, it's
> almost impossible for me to be in a relationship,
> both this summer and now ... at the end of the day i
> don't really care. I think i do it just cuz i know
> it's going to be over soon. You know those moments
> of peace that i use to enjoy in Cairo, and being all
> by myself....well all of that is gone.
[ SOME PART EXCLUDED HER FOR THE SAKE OF PRIVACY]
>
> Mitisha, wey good leka ene Goldman and Sachs em
> alu!!! Allah ale, with our hearts, Allah will never
> let us drown in them. They might become a stepping
> stone, but they won't be the end.. Actually they'll
> be only a fraction of the beginning. We'll always
> have to keep in mind the bigger picture and work
> hard. Wiii ya allah, mitiye there is nothing better
> than doing something with passion. It's the craziest
> thing. It becomes more than a job, it becomes your
> life.. who was it that said, If you love your job,
> you'll never have to work a day in you life? Betam
> new yemigermew... Not only being great in what you
> do, but having vision and having the guts and
> passion to go get it – (i have goose bumps all over.)
> Darlin it's the Ultimate. What's the point of having
> all the money in the world without feeling alive!
> There are millions of those, they are nothing
> special - mediocre. Money should only be the means,
> never the IT.
>
> I'm more sure than ever that i want to find an
> internship in Africa for the summer and i'm going to
> look into everything i can possibly get. We'll talk
> more about it in Spring, gen i'm certain that's what
> i want to do and i think there is actually a chance
> i'll be able to get it. Insha Allah.
>
> ... yebat yekwatun malet lejemer new meselegn...
> let me not bore you with the Itti gritty of AUC ...
> Once i have some time away from everything, i'll
> write you... will be expecting to hear back :) muaaa
> darlin,,,, adnakish ke AUC
>

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